Whatever it was. What’s horrible about it is that you are immobilized, I wonder with animals if it can be this way, you are immobilized but you feel the pain. But you can’t do anything about it because you cannot move. It’s excruciating, it’s absolutely excruciating. I remember the pain pain being excruciating. I felt like if I could get out of this bed, I would jump out of that window and kill myself, that’s how bad the pain was. My face was pointed way out like this, my ears because it was this infection. It was tough.
